Ten Thoughts

1) i figured ten was a good blog challenge - i hope i am not expecting too much from myself here
2) i was just skimming reverse cowgirl, and i read an article about the making of a porn movie. in the comments, someone said "i think consenting adults should obviously have the right do make porn, but that said, how would you like it if your child did that?" a few people responded that this was a dumb question because all people are someones child, but i think its interesting. is everyone cool with their kids doing porn? howbout sex work? would your parents be cool with you doing it? if you are cool with porn generally but not cool with your kids being porn stars, do you find that problematic at all?
3) sean and i are not going on our road trip. i might bike to madison so i still feel cool. and i might see if aly wants to go anywhere. and i thought about visiting scott but he'll be home! hopefully this will all work out
4) i have had three nightmares about missing trains and planes or not being able to pack things in the past week. my subconscious probs wants me to travel less. this is a first.
5) i am really sad about leaving the apartment. greg and i lived here together, and now we arent going to anymore. and he keeps asking me if things are his or mine as we pack.
6) i am so fucking excited to see betsy. all day every day. sex.
7) j03 is coming this weekend! actually i think he is coming tomorrow, and i hope his arrival wont conflict with my evening plans. fingers crossed.
8) i have an orientation for my fall study abroad on tuesday, and i really hope they clear up all the things i dont know. like where i am staying, where is the school, how many other kids are going, how much it costs, and the other things i probs ought to know by know.
9) i'm unemployed for the first time since i was like 12. its pretty crazy. i should probs be more productive since i have all this free time
10) but i am not productive, i am addicted to gossip girl. i'm actually going to go watch more right this very second.

adios amigos